{ Every GIRL is capable of
ＭＵＲＤＥＲ,
if you hurt her

Watch out you don't push me any further, any further , 

You're not the only one walking ‘round with a ʟᴏᴀᴅᴇᴅ ɢᴜɴ

a roleplay blog for carol ledoux, from Roman Polanski's Repulsion.

independent / selective

marah, 25. PH

tracking repulsixn.

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(Source: halthyon, via repulsixn-archive)

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  1. NO-GOD-MODDING, that’s a given.
  2. TRIGGERS WILL BE TAGGED ACCORDINGLY; if you have a specific trigger for me to tag, don’t be shy to come to my ask box to tell me! MY FORMAT IS TW [TRIGGER]
  3. if smut does happen, i’d rather smut with someone who is LEGAL in their country. otherwise, FADE TO BLACK WOULD BE DONE.
  4. i’ll happily interact with original characters and characters in fandoms i’m not really familiar with; as long as they HAVE A SUBSTANTIAL ABOUT AND RULES PAGE that i could read through to get to know their characters a little bit.
  5. you DON’T have to match my format to rp with me.
  6. regarding lengths, i usually write one-liners as well as para or novella. if i give out a long reply, i don’t expect you to match my length, what i expect however is a reply i can work with. if i get a one to two sentence reply from a para, i will drop the thread.
  7. opens posted that HAVE the tag OPEN TO MUTUALS are starters that are for mutuals only. tags with OPEN TO ANYONE are for everyone. 
  8. MUN DOES NOT EQUAL MUSE and vice versa.
  9. this blog will be on a permanent semi-hiatus as I am currently working full time and can only be here a few days a week.
  10. shipping may happen, but i do like it if there’s CHEMISTRY. and by chemistry I DON’T JUST MEAN ROMANTIC CHEMISTRY. our muses could be good friends, enemies, something like that. also if i start to ship my character, i will ask the other mun about it though, i don’t want to be pushing ships and stuff, that’s not nice.

DISCLAIMER

  • all catherine deneuve icons were made by me!
  • sidebar image credit: here.
  • be warned that carol's state of mind can be a bit unstable, and she may lash out when she feels overwhelmed.
  • if this blog makes you uncomfortable, just tell me–i won’t take it against you. if you unfollow me because of this, i completely understand, just please don’t be rude.
  • I’ll also be here a few days a week or sometimes I could disappear for a week or two due to my work! If you do need to reach me, glamourofthegods is my personal blog. :)

OOC INFO

NAME/NICKNAME: marah/spud

AGE: 25 (may 7)

PREFERRED PRONOUNS: she/her

warning: mentions of murder and sexual assault below.

Carol Ledoux, a Belgian manicurist who bites her nails, lives in Kensington, London, with her older sister Helen. Carol practically sleepwalks through her days, and interacts awkwardly with men. A would-be suitor, Colin, is flummoxed by her behaviour and she rebuffs his advances, disgusted by them. She hides her head in her pillow against her sister’s cries of sexual pleasure with her married boyfriend, Michael. When Helen leaves on a holiday to Italy with Michael, Carol appears even more distracted at work, gets sent home, stays in the apartment, leaves a raw, skinned rabbit out to rot, and begins to hallucinate, first seeing the walls cracking, a man breaking in and molesting her, then hands reaching out to grab and attack her. Colin breaks into her apartment when she refuses to acknowledge his adoration and he apologizes for his transgression. When he says he wants to “be with” her “all the time,” she bludgeons him to death with a candlestick, dumps the body into the overflowing bathtub, and nails the broken door shut. Later, the imperious landlord breaks in, looking for the late rent payment. Carol pays him and sits on the sofa, staring into space. He remarks on the decaying state of the apartment, and attempts to ingratiate himself by bringing her a glass of water as he leers at her in her nightgown. When he first propositions her, then sexually assaults her, she gets away. But he comes at her again and she slashes him to death with a straight razor.

When Helen and Michael return, they discover the dead bodies. Michael runs for help. Helen, distraught, finds Carol hiding under the bed in a catatonic state. Neighbors arrive - curious, concerned and shocked. Michael returns and carries Carol out, staring creepily at her wide-open eye, face and body. A family photograph on the mantel shows Carol as a girl, turned towards a male figure in the photograph with a look of loathing.






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